I should be cleaning the mess I have made when we started this. I know I said that I will refrain from "making-plans-and-looking- forward", but this was an exception... my plan to put a period to all of this.
I wasn't expecting things to get diverted again, as usual. Why do we always end up like this? Things we weren't expecting happens and then everything disappears again. Just like I always say to you... you just do or say something, you drag me out of that path where I am supposed to be moving on. Why do you do that? And whenever you do, I get all hopeful at the back of my head...
You said you have so many things to say. I ask you a question and all you could do was take my hand, cushion it under your face and kiss it. You caught me dumbstruck when you did that. Is that what you do to make me shut up? I was gasping for words. I was trying to get myself together again at that moment with you. This shouldn't be happening. Yet again, I am stuck, dizzy under your spell.
I hate you.
I hate you because I can't seem to find anything in you that I would hate...
I wasn't expecting things to get diverted again, as usual. Why do we always end up like this? Things we weren't expecting happens and then everything disappears again. Just like I always say to you... you just do or say something, you drag me out of that path where I am supposed to be moving on. Why do you do that? And whenever you do, I get all hopeful at the back of my head...
You said you have so many things to say. I ask you a question and all you could do was take my hand, cushion it under your face and kiss it. You caught me dumbstruck when you did that. Is that what you do to make me shut up? I was gasping for words. I was trying to get myself together again at that moment with you. This shouldn't be happening. Yet again, I am stuck, dizzy under your spell.
I hate you.
I hate you because I can't seem to find anything in you that I would hate...
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